2/28/2012



My face is covered with a white sheet of goodness only revealing my eyes, nostril holes and mouth as I type. So I am doing a mask to make sure I look okay for the presentation tomorrow morning. It's like 9 in the morning and I have to speak to a crowd filling the entire auditorium and of course I had to do something to make sure I don't look dead, sleepy or exhausted like I just walked out of a zombie killing town as the only survivor. It's my last presentation in this school and I definitely want to leave a good impression. What I'm thinking is that at least there's my vibrant face to save it all if you know, I happen to screw up my speech… At least there's like one thing that's fine about me.

Anyway, I had Mcdonalds for dinner today. Bought a cheese burger, fries and an apple pie. The lady taking my order at the counter got really frustrated when I started making requests like fries without salt and then a last minute one about removing the pickles from my burger. She was really unhappy I supposed, because she didn't even bother to give me a plastic bag to carry she just handed me the brown paper bag without handles straight expecting me to leave. Feeling bad, I decided maybe I should just leave her alone so I ended up walking home under a really hot sun, my hands moving all the time trying to figure out the most comfortable way to hold that bag without it slipping off my fingers. So much for special orders… In my bedroom with my burger I think about that uncomfortable journey back home and wonder if I should be less fussy or if that lady had to be more patient. Either way, I should have just ask for that plastic bag. Really could have save me all that trouble. Guess I should work on making better decisions.

2/27/2012

2 days to my final presentation and a good dinner to celebrate my graduation. To be honest, graduating is a big deal. School is a major pain in the ass and graduating after going through everything is worth celebrating. I get to have an amazing spread laid on my table because I survived all that crap thrown on me. I'm a survivor (and) an avid food lover. Nobody can take that credit off me.

February's coming to an end and that said it means I need to go get a job soon to provide for my limitless craving for pleasure. I have been held down for far too long and I can't wait to finally be free but for now... I shall be held captive but do my best to enjoy the moment with my black bean paste noodle. bye!


amazing as always


Friday at Yvian's
Pereguin and pam surprised me by buying dinner to my place today. I was still in bed then. Sleepy. 3 of us squeezed in the same room for dinner then on the same bed for What's Your Number. How homey.

So, in case you're wondering why I'm back here, I've decided to write again. I'm not sure if this is going to be a daily thing but I think I'll write as often as I can. Document my memories before I forget them all. Reading through what I wrote before is like taking a walk down memory lane and it's nice. Both the good and the bad taught me a lot. And it's a joy to see how far I've come. Mmmmm.... guess I call this growing up.