to fresh beginnings

“ Be patient, be still. Things aren’t always what you want, but they can be. Enjoy the freedom that the here and now brings. Let the future take care of itself, while you take care of the moment.

Inspired, I've came up with my first 2013 resolution: take care of "The Moment" above all else

reflect/ion

(A more serious entry to bid goodbye)

2012 is a year filled with heartaches having to let go of certain people in my life, having to witness for myself how selfish and devious people can be and how most times, life makes it so hard to have faith in things that are actually worth it but despite so, 2012 is also a year filled with love and serendipities. It has proven to me once again that good things do happen to people who believe and not give up. I met people who makes me feel like there's so much more to life, I fell in love and then suddenly it seems like everything just fall right in place. Most importantly, I've grown wiser recognizing and letting go of friendships/things that are shallow and insignificant and that through all the bad times, friendships that are worth a lifetime to protect and keep bonds stronger than ever.

I may have made a lot of wrong judgements and mistakes this year but I felt like I've grown to be more insightful than I used to be. I won't say I'm going to be perfect in 2013 but if I do slip up, I'll (try to) make sure it'll be a better mistake than the ones I've made this year.

goodbye 2012

So what should I say about 2012. It's been a mmm.. bumpy ride? but one thing for sure is that this year cannot be any more amazing than it already is and the best thing that happened this year - Ter. I'm so glad I took that leap of faith with him and I know this is mushy and completely redundant but really, he is everything I've ever dreamed of having and 2012 feels like a miracle entirely because of him.

Mmhmm.. I now can't wait for the new year to start.

Jack, who like me, sleeps all the time these days